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November 2006. Lake
Wildwood California
It's been raining for two months. Garrett Valdison has been typing
up material he wrote in 1994 about the superior workability of free enterprise Capitalism. At the moment he is enjoying
a fine breakfast of apple sausage, blackberries, and caramel yogurt with pecans. In spite of this culinary splendor, the incessant
gloomy weather is beginning to interfere with his mood.
The rain is depressing, plus the fact that his old friend Zach Edwards back
in Massachusetts is dying of cancer brought on by fifteen years of cocaine use. You can't nag someone and remain friends,
so Garrett has kept to a policy of updating Zach every time he hears any new bad things about the drug. This way when
the cocaine finally does it's work, Garrett knows that at least he will have a clear conscience.
Also worrisome is the fact that Garrett has noticed a problem
with his vision lately resembling the after-image effect normal from bright light, and has finally decided to go see
Dr. Amberson, a good eye doctor in Grass Valley.
December 6, 2006
After extensive tests Amberson diagnoses probable optic nerve necrosis from
a enzyme-secreting pituitary tumor pressing on the optic chiasm, and refers Garrett to a specialist in Sacramento.
Garrett is appalled by the fact that even with his life at stake he has to deal with non-English-speaking
problems in talking with the secretary of an eminent neurosurgeon. He expresses this perhaps too openly for his own good.
The secretary now develops a bitter, sullen lack of responsiveness with a vicious edge to her voice.
December 9, 2006
Garrett contacts pathologist Dr. Erhardt Von Haptel, an old family friend
in Germany, and requests help in pursuing this project of constructive medical research augmented by morbid curiosity.
December 16, 2006
Garrett calls Zach Edwards. Their conversation is strange. Zach is able
to converse intelligently with Garrett, but is also reacting to bizarre hallucinations from the massive doses of morphine
the doctors have given him. Garrett knows this will be the last time they will talk and tells Zach goodbye. Garrett has a
healthy cry lasting about one minute and then gets on with his own troubles.
December 19, 2006
On the way back from his monthly trip to Reno, Garrett is doing about
ninety mph in the legendary "Bullet Car", his lead colored Eagle Talon Turbo, down through a steep pass in
the High Sierra. Suddenly an apparition of Zach flies out of the forest to the right, flattens against the windshield,
looks at Garrett, and then flies off to the left. Not a vision, but
a visually illustrated thought. With a strong appreciation of the possible significance of this, Garrett notes that
the time is 4:10 PM.
December 20, 2006
Zach's girlfriend Margaret calls to tell Garrett that Zach died yesterday.
Garrett asks the time. She says 1:00 PM her time - ten minutes before the apparition. Garrett tells her about it, hoping that
it will help with her grief.
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