June 18 Attorney Shea decides that he does not want to visit Pa (it's raining).

June 19 At 9:59 PM. Conclude phone conversation wherein Dr. M informs me that Pa has gone through transition.

June 20 Up early. Visit Worcester, arrange service, visit Westboro. Arrive late, but conclude research early at Wareham. Inform Cathy about Pa, then Dick. Contact John, Ethel, Billy Condino's wife, and Paul Johnson's wife. Cannot reach my mother.

June 21 Eve. Have delightful conversation with Priscilla. Ralphy is gambler. Linda is helping whores, young runaway types at rehab center, and Erk is in real estate. Talk to forgetful Bob Curtis who tells me Joanie has two kids, Carol teaches school, and Allen is in real estate investment.

June 22 Talk with Bill the cop now driving a fancy white car and who tells me had forty three sled dogs when he was racing.

June 25 Move Pa's things with Gene.

June 30 Find many things precious to me are missing.

July 1 Discuss further with Monique idea of date with her and four other women. Unfortunately I'm not in the mood during this otherwise opportune time. c 4:30 PM Write "Liber Transiti".

July 2 After drinks and lobster at Firehouse, attend service for Pa at Nordgren. Enjoy seeing Billy Condino and the Tarpys especially. c 5:00 in cornfield at Northbridge conclude Ritual of Transition in behalf of "...Hector, son of wolves, and of my father Roy, forceful son of Norse warriors..."

July. Hereabouts take leather cushions for stitching to Everhard Hayes.

July 13 Visit Woodstock Vermont Dog Show in a rather sluggish diesel. Am tormented by awesome smell of delicious barbecuing beef for well over an hour before lunch. Am particularly impressed with the Borzois.

July 16 Shopping in Framingham for shirts, socks, Halston 1-12, shoes, etc. Boston. Check in at Bradford, Golden Dreams and shrimp at China Pearl. Drink with skinny redhead Gisele who is well traveled and interesting. Jane joins us until I object. Have Golden Dreams made with Triple Sec.

July 17 After hearty breakfast of poached eggs, bacon, fries, grapefruit juice, milk, and coffee at University Restaurant visit very crowded New England Aquarium. Drink with a rather stuffy Liz, then after picking up Elephant Malt Liquor on Charles Street, visit Monique for an exhausting interlude after which we enjoy shish kabob and Scallops Florentine at Alston Depot. She claims scallops are not fresh.

July 26 At 9:26 AM. From library window enjoy bewildered reaction of Christian bigots peddling Awake and Watchtower Magazine.

Aug 9 Meet Debbie in Framingham during exhausting day of shopping.

Aug 12 Have interesting talk with Priscilla.

Aug 13 Bank in Milford. Dentist. Pants at Sears. Boston. Bradford by 5:15 PM via Mass Pike. Shrimp at China Pearl. Golden Dreams again. Become very disillusioned by Dorrie with her drinking and cocaine use.

Aug 14 Poached and ham at Constantino's served by plump pretty platinum blonde. Filene's Basement early. Learn a great deal. See Leigh dance and drink with her. Very desirable woman. Home early.

Aug 31 Journey southwest to Three County Faire where I talk with many nice people about many interesting things - encapsulation, old tools, pigs.

Sep 10 See Linda type blonde in Wareham where I finally conclude my research. Boston. Arrive at Bradford c 6:15 PM. Enjoy apricot brandy before visiting China Pearl for shrimp and Golden Dreams. Gisele cuts me dead. Meet Brenda. Talk with Dorrie. Have several drinks with Modesty who I like.

Sep 11 Breakfast of poached eggs, bacon, and fries. Visit with Leigh whose eyes delight me. See Cardin robot at Jordan's and meet blonde who I want to see again. Tour Otis House where I again sign as Fenris and learn about onomatopoeia. Visit new Suffolk University building where Joseph Strain tells me of the retirement of Senora Alonso, Dr. Petherick to NH, and Phylis Mack last year. Hit Sears in Natick for tan slacks impatiently and arrogantly thrown on floor by a nearly hysterical Jewish salesman. As an easily identifiable Nordic I am just beginning to realize how much many of the Jews hate not just Germans, but Swedes too. Of course, the Swedes manufactured planes for Germany in both World Wars. Looking back I can think of many people who were initially very nasty to me, who I only later found out were Jewish. Return early and enjoy lobster and horseradish.

Sep 17 Perform Ritual of Transition for all departed friends. Finish at 4:20 PM.

Autumn Sabbat. Britt visits for two days. Normal Ritual.

Oct 1 c12:30 PM Find out that Ballduck shot his Labrador Retriever a couple of months ago.

Oct 3 Reach Keene PO by about 8:30 AM. Enjoy "very tasty" sausage with eggs, bacon, and hash browns in Plymouth NH. Snow on Mt. Lafayette. Stop at Franconia Notch and Echo Lake. Rain begins. Visit two banks in Newport VT and learn currency exchange rates. Visit three banks in Canada. Stop in Sherbrook for Player's Cigarettes. Pass through farm country and Thetford Mines. After checking in at Le Sablier see cute girl at MacDonald's and enjoy beauties at La Cabaret Carole, Quebec.

Oct 4 After feverish sleep have poached eggs, bacon, fries at Marie Astoinette before heading downtown. Talk with guard at Parliament. Walk up around Ramparts surrounding Citadel.

Descend to Dufferin Terrace. Visit Place d' Armes and a street with artists on the way to Artillery Park. Have chicken sandwich and mocha cake across from Place d' Armes. Visit Montmorency Park and Place Royale. Walk Promenade des Gouveneurs back to Ramparts. Drive to Montmorency Falls and then to Montreal. Stop at car dealership to ask about motel. Gentlemen speak only French and are joking "Oh ho. Le Pinon Rouge!" After wasting two hours with lighting at Pinnon Rouge have nice steak nearby and hit St. Catherine Street where I visit Supersex and leave disgruntled. Whores all seem to be Americans.

Oct 5 Breakfast at little truck stop - fried eggs and bacon. Stop at Maison de Radio Canada, drive past Chateau Ramazay, and Le Vieux Port. Climb trail to top of Mt. Royale. Park in neighborhood and walk down to Westmount Park. On way see pretty little girl with thick hair walking two big Collie Dogs. Visit Railway Museum which is closed. Try to find St. Lawrence Seaway Lookout but am forced across Pont Victoria into rush hour on Rue Sherbrooke. Cross Pont Jacques Cartier to Ile St. Helene where all World's Fair buildings are closed. Have fillet mignon shish kabob at Le Chateau near Westmount, get some apricot brandy, and arrive at Aubin Motel in time to go out. Have grilled cheese and frappe at American Restaurant where I talk with sassy blonde. See interesting punkers. Coladas again at Howard Johnson's where I talk about war and economics with two prosperous appearing businessmen. Talk with whore who advises that there are no bars for this.

Enter Rockcliffe Park then visit Aviation Museum and see Sopwith Triplane and more. Stop at Colonel Sander's and eat chicken in car at Journey's End where I meet Lorna who "would love to" but is working tomorrow.

Oct 7 Canadian Thanksgiving. Meet Sharron. Go to Chimo Inn for poached and bacon. Soak in tub, get Player's on Rideau Street and visit Currency Museum. Enjoy "Steak Substancial" for lunch and tour Parliament's central building. After a hurried tour of the Museum of Science I find I. P. Looney's, but have buffet a Chimo - black olives, macaroni salad, loaf, chicken, turkey, prime rib, hazelnut cake, and almond pie. Get lost in Hull never finding La Mite.

Oct 8 Columbus Day - raining. Pancakes and bacon at Chimo. Get to know Sharron a bit who is a frizzy haired prairie kid from Saskatchewan. Try for a date with Cathy the laundress. Have turkey at Chimo.

Oct 9 Scrambled eggs and sausage at Chimo. Sexy petite Englishwoman on desk. Stop at IGA. Exchange at Bank of Montreal. Customs man searches trunk.

After skirting the Inland Sea" Lake Champlain stop in "poverty country" NY for cheeseburger. Talk with sexy brunette while having pot-roast in Rutland. Run out of gas leaving Rutland. Borrow Dodge Daytona Turbo to go for can of gas. Very surprising - fast and smooth. Get lost and am referred to Hilltop manor where I sleep well in shabby surroundings.

Oct 10 Poached and bacon at Hiilltop. Drive up Mt. Tabor. Buy Miniature Luger at a gift shop. Visit marble quarry.

Strange cashew and candy lunch at Rockingham Country Store topped by excellent black currant and pear nectars. Visit Amtrak Station in Bellow's Falls. Hit liquor store and superb new market called Edward's in Keene where I obtain Halvah, exotic fruit juices, many fragrant cheeses, caviar, escargot, smoked muscles, and meet a cute little blonde.

Oct 16 Journey southwest to Mt. Sugarloaf and Skinner State Park where I see meandering rivers and farmland. See two wolfshonden and other animals at Laughing Brook. Lunch. Tour Science Museum in Springfield. Tour Wisteriahurst. More views from Mt. Tom. Supper at MacDonald's. Visit Historic Deerfield.

Oct 19 Receive card from Karen DuBoyce.

Oct 30 Eve. Perform usual Seax Wiccan Samhain ritual only.

Samhain. Leave c7:35 AM. Boston. Visit Peretti, MacDonald's, and Gelotte for cable release. Get tux from Tracy and arrive at Pioneer Village c12:00 noon. Cheeseburger at Lobster Shanty. Meet voluptuous brunette at Olde Towne Hall who must "work tonight". Catch Salem Trolley, see Chestnut Street by day. Disembark with ultra-voluptuous blonde who at Salem Maritime Museum also shoots me down for the Ball at Hawthorne House tonight. Enjoy potpourris then a drink at Pickering Wharf. Catch Trolley back to Market, see big Witch torture pins at Courthouse. Visit Rachel and Gretchen for a quick episode. I can't get either of them to go to the Ball. Come back and change into tux. Drinks at Lobster Shanty where Carol too shoots me down. Run into the Olde Town Hall again brunette after seeing the Haunted House.

Return to Shanty where I savor lobster pie, baked potato, and peas. Talk of many things with two young laborers who inform me about Miami, New York, Ogunquit Maine, and massage parlors on Route 1. We are joined by a chap with a very sexy, friendly girl who has laughing mischievous eyes like Joyce. Time passes and about ninety minutes into the Ball I sell my tickets at cost to the laborers. As we walk out they decide to dress as trees and begin defoliating the Market area. They are very drunk. As I walk ahead to check out the Ball I see the police apprehending one of them so I head down to Boston arriving at Bradford c11:00 PM. As I enter the Naked Eye a wino bows extravagantly to me bellowing "Good Evening, Sir". Am back on speaking terms with Gisele after a good tease. Enjoy Dorrie dancing to "Season of the Witch" after she insults black/white faced avant guard type hippie.

Nov 1 Breakfast at Cafe Matinee, formerly Constantino's, of poached, bacon, potatoes. Visit Filene's and Jordan's Basements then Naked where I see Autumn, Jamie, new girl with Jamie. c 12:05 Learn that the President is at City Hall, but deciding it's too late, have shrimp at China Pearl. Return to see buxom Chinese girl at Naked. Return tux to Tracy. Visit Newbury Street for eyecup. After big delay on Route 2 have grilled cheese and frappe at Cinnamon's.

What follows next is something I was requested to write about myself for my twentieth high school class reunion. It fits in nicely here:

Summary 1964-84

Following my Graduation Night hangover, in Fall of 1964, I did one tri-mester at Northeastern University and then dropped out. In Fall of 1965 I returned to Northeastern in the evening division, working by day throughout this period in my father's antique shop. In Fall of 1966 I transferred into the pre-law division at Suffolk University as a psych major working summers with my father on colonial restorations. In the sophomore year I decided against law in favor of clinical psych. After finding out in the senior year that clinical psychologists make little money for the first twenty years, I completed my major with an A- average, and in Summer of 1970, went into the motel business with my father. After two years of this I spent a year researching and indexing Neolithic artifacts, and in Fall of 1973, began the restoration of as old inn where I now live. In Fall of 1976 I was on the road peddling Tiffany lampshades around New England and in Spring of 1977 became a real estate broker selling colonial properties and farms locally. In Fall of 1978 I developed a line of cast metal paperweights and by Summer of 1980 was dealing internationally in financial brokerage, major commercial properties, gold, and crude oil contracts. Since Fall of 1981 I have been completing a two volume compendium of arcane knowledge which I began in 1978.

Since Graduation I have traveled very little outside of New England, but since 1978 have climbed every mountain locally. Two weeks ago I returned from a dazzling tour of Quebec, Montreal, and Ottawa during which I gained ten pounds.

My future plans include writing epic novels and short stories, oil painting, plus world travel with climbing or skiing of most major mountains in non-hostile countries. That's it for now.

May the Great Solar Orb smile upon you all.

Roy C. Peterson

12:50 PM, Oct 24, 1984

Among the laurels on the East Slope of Raven Hill.

November 24 Following cinnamon Danish and coffee in Attleboro c 10:00 AM tour Capron Park Zoo. Spend most of afternoon aboard USS Massachusetts at Battleship Cove. Arrive at Bellingham after super at Burger King where I find out Primrose is a "dive" and has been closed. We sold this motel to a Steve Montana who sold it to a doctor from India who ran it into the ground. River Ganges type sanitation with accompanying smells. Drink some apricot brandy and arrive 1+1/2 hours late at 20th Class Reunion. Pam signs me in. Jacey greets me. (Sequence following here from class photo). Debbie has a son. Jackie and Jinnie look good. Jacey stands out like the Sun. Paul is doing pools even in Montreal. Kim is unrecognizable. Sue Pratt is clipping dogs. David delivers speech with great style. Frank is prosperous banker. Joy is foxy and witch-like. Dana is a very stalwart policeman. Jill is not related to Venus. Patty is unchanged. David tells me Gene is asocial since Viet Nam. Karen is quizzical looking. Russ Sheryl also a prosperous banker. Veronica is a news correspondent in D.C. Dougy is sewing wild oats with sexy young blonde Denise. Kandy was killed in a car. Bob Kispert is in computer research. Jean is extremely attractive and sophisticated and teaches math at MIT. Judy and Bob seem happy. Ralph shot himself through the head. Louie is jolly and very likable. Cheryl looks very unchanged, but very mature. Carol looks younger and pretty. Sam was killed by Amin in Uganda. Andy is on an island in Maine. Martha seems worried. Phil is the same. Claire is blonde. Darlene looks good. Georgiana delivers speech. Mr. Allen is there. Mr. Turley leaves before I show up. Mr. Young died of a heart attack.

This is one of the nicest things I have ever experienced. I never realized how much I love all these people.

Nov 25 Awaken and become sick. Breakfast of poached, fries, and very good bacon. Have to burglarize diesel. Boston. Visit Naked and meet Justine, wearing spikes. We drink and talk of Magick and many things after I see her dance. Lunch of shrimp at China Pearl. See Terry for first time and see Kim again. Make tentative date with Justine for dinner and sex on Dec 6. She is to call me collect to confirm.

Nov 26 Awake from dream where Justine is a spider and I am in her web. Cannot free myself of thoughts of her without difficulty, a hauntingly beautiful girl, well educated, 24 years old, singer in a "Gothic Punk" band.

Dec 7 c 11:00 AM. Cambridge. Visit University Museum at Harvard - few changes. Check in at Bradford. Bacon cheeseburger at Wendy's. As I enter Naked, Justine runs away. Talk to Liz who is DJ only now. Speak to Justine who runs away again. Watching her in Pussy Galore Stag Bar, begin to realize how interested in her I really am. Retire to Bradford. Drink some apricot brandy. Meet Ed at Jake's. Shrimp at China Pearl. We visit Naked where Terry and Linda Lamia flirt with me.

Dec 8 Awaken after about three hours sleep. Visit Filene's and Jordan's looking for electric heater. Visit Naked wearing tan slacks, blue stripped shirt, silk scarf, leather coat - hair combed surfer style. Justine acts hateful, but stares at me outback. Wendy's crowded - bacon cheeseburger at Burger King where super nice young girl really looks me over with breathless interest. I must learn to smile on these occasions. Back to Naked. Check out Mardigras. Visit new Burger King in Athol for another bacon cheeseburger. Once home find myself thinking harder than ever in my life about Justine.

Dec 9 Awaken desiring Justine more than I have ever desired any before.

Dec 15 Having decided not to approach Justine again for any reason, journey to Eastern Dog Show wearing tan slacks, pink stripped shirt, red sweater. Enjoy polar bears - Great Pyranese, have hot pastrami talking at table with a pleasant woman. Head for Bradford c 2:30 PM. Apricot brandy. Arrive Naked c 4:00 wearing heather stripped slacks, blue shirt, suede coat, Bill Blass 90 proof. Ask Cathy to dinner. Prime rib alone at Jake's. Return. Get to know Gwyneth somewhat. Drink with Rose who tells me that Venus has moved back to New York. Say Hi to Tara. See Linda Lamia under strobe light, ask to buy her a drink, but she is tied up. Am dazzled by Gisele, but she is tied up too. Visit Mardigras where I see nice brunette in red and meet Collete who makes date to meet me at the Bradford, but doesn't show up. I head back seeing "Love for Lydia" type girl out front of Bradford. See strange Venus type girl at Mardigras.

Dec 16 Scrambled and very good sausage. More apricot brandy. After usual promenade down Washington where I see a glimpse of blonde I met at Suffolk, arrive at Naked c 11:50 AM. Opens noon Sundays. First spy Justine up front with Liz. Ask Liz about Kim and Terry who are not there. Meet Dirk at Jake's. Shrimp at China Pearl. He agrees that I can use my paraphrasals of his words as quotations. Seeing Justine dance to the song "Shiny Boots" is a spiritual rush of pure Evil. At one point she comes around bar seeking matches and I ignore her. Then on other side she is talking very intimately with Malika and scowls at me. Head home early. "Some o' these women gonna let my ham bone spoil (but not all of them)".

Dec 23 Perfect my Rock n' Roll dancing style to the Nth degree. I will never use it - too exhibitionistic, but it's nice to know it's there.

Dec 24 c 10:30 PM Receive very romantic phone call from Mrs. Randall.

1985

Jan 7 Up early. Transact Postal business in Gardner. Lost in thought miss 495 exit and press on to Bradford by noon. This is good since Postal business here takes 2+1/2 hours. At this time I am gearing up for possible invasion of the US by Russia with advantage to me in diversification of whereabouts via multiple PO boxes. [After events in 1988 I allow all these to expire]. Apricot Brandy on empty stomach. Talk to welfare cretins at Wendy's as I wait for double bacon cheeseburger. Hit Naked wearing red cords, pink stripped shirt, red sweater, Tabac. Meet Cashmere and a Justine-looking girl who seems to like me as much as I liked the real Justine. Prime rib at Jake's. Meet Katy [destined to become the most loved of my life]. We talk of many things all evening. I love her, but the age difference (18/38) worries me. Drink with Gisele who tells me she is going into real estate law at Harvard [I now think this was a cowshit story]. As Katy leaves I go out into snowstorm for weeds. Gisele drinks with club owner while I wait. She then sits on my legs like a bird.

Jan 8 Up early. Sausage and poached eggs. Visit Dr. Weis at 9:30 AM. Visit Post Office Square. As before, except blue stripped shirt, visit Naked where Liz makes golden Dreams. Talk to bosses about Maureen. Shrimp at China Pearl. Terry teases ot back. Visit Back Bay Annex on Postal business. See Katy who says Hi. Terry asks me for a drink, but I say no and leave after seeing Katy dance.

Jan 11 Have decided to make Katy my girlfriend if possible". It is better to love..."

Jan 21 Begin boozing c 10:30 AM [This sounds bad, but I had discovered that if one starts and finishes early enough to go to bed completely sober, that there is no hangover the next day ~ 8/22/12]. Listen to music and by 1:30 PM know that I must see Katy. Plug in diesel and leave by c 3:00 PM. Have liver and onions at Cinnamon's. Check in and arrive at Naked by 6:00 PM. No Katy. Sheena sits down. She smells sexy and we talk. Later I buy her a drink outback. Enjoy Vienna Schnitzel at Jake's c 8:00 PM, but can't finish so bring back with noodles and Brussels sprouts for Gisele who is delighted but must dance first. When she is through I spy her outback about to partake of Chinese food with probably same Chinese man who she was with last Halloween Night. Malika has left for the night. Modesty can't eat meat. Dorrie has eaten and doesn't know what Vienna Schnitzel is. Finally I feed Treva who cleans the plate and is appreciative. I'm wearing blue stripped pants, brown turtleneck, leather coat, Bill Blass 90. Retire early.

Jan 22 Up early. Poached and bacon. Wearing tan slacks, blue sweater w blue shirt, leather coat, Bill Blass 90, visit Sandy at Paul Revere House. After very ironically being mistaken for a priest in search of certificates, I lunch at MacDonald's on Washington before hitting Naked c 1:30 PM. I ask Liz if she received lost shopping list and she denies it. Sheena comes around smelling even sexier, but I shoot her down. Loud barmaid from outback comes up front and tells Liz that I use drinks as an excuse to talk to her. I go outback and sit next to Justine who has for some time been drinking with a fat guy. Loud barmaid informs me that Liz told her I am writing her love letters. I "explain" and speak to Liz. When Justine dances, my counting money seems to annoy her. At some point I speak to her ascertaining her lack of family relation to Doug Tishler because of slight family-type resemblance, plus they are both from D. C. and both attended American University. Also a good excuse to speak to Justine. Outback later she dances while Faith gives a message to a Chinese man resembling Charles Bronson. He orders Champagne and gives Justine a glass. How I miss Katy. Visit Ho Jo in Concord on way home. While eating turkey, exchange smart mouth with some big stupid boys.

Feb 5 Get out a bit late and tour Worcester Museum of Art where I am very impressed with the European collections and have a nice chat with an older woman. Enjoy Big Beef cheeseburger and butterscotch frappe at Friendly's on way to dentist. Visit Lou Horton's. Get Levis. Boston. Snowing when I arrive c 4:30 at Bradford. Wearing tan slacks, blue ski sweater, blue shirt, and Pierre Cardin, see Justine outback with obese gentleman drinking Champagne. Faith is drunk falling down on stage. Justine stands up on seat. See Justine dance smiling like a happy child at hippie girl in audience. I believe that no man, even I, could make her smile that way. Buy drinks for Modesty outback where we are puzzled about Liza. We discuss dogs and horses then Malika "who once had the little pony tail so sleeka" joins us briefly. Justine leaves c 7:00 PM with a big sack slung over her shoulder. c 8 PM Enjoy rib at Jake's. Gisele shows up briefly at the Naked but leaves. Retire 10 PM.

Feb 6 Arise early. Still snowing. Bacon and poached served by Rodey MacDowell type chap who now has severely stylized ultra-blonde hair and Rhinestones in his ears. After many phone calls and much letter writing, check out at 11:30 AM. Visit bank on Tremont. Am disappointed at MacCormick. Lunch at MacDonald's on Washington. Buy certificates from Sisters. Visit Naked. Liz tells me she has worked there seven years - would be since c Feb 1978. Buy a drink for Cashmere who is my new pony tail girl. Gisele comes in c 4:00 PM, sits down, waives to me, and leaves almost immediately. c 5:30 Shrimp and Golden Dreams at China Pearl. Upon returning, drink with Katy covering much familiar ground. When she goes to dance we make tentative date. As Katy comes on outback Linda joins me. She is very stimulating, but I excuse myself for Katy's last song. Wearing tan slacks, black turtleneck, leather coat, Pierre Cardin. Leave 10 PM arriving home c 12:30 AM.

Feb 7 Call Katy at 11 AM. Guy answers and she is just awaking. She is one of the most feminine girls I have ever known.

Feb 11 Call Katy at 11 AM to confirm our date. She seems unenthusiastic. By afternoon I am renewed in my initial impression of her frivolity and have decided to forget the date. She is a pouty baby and needs spanking.

Feb 13 Diane who again is unbearably sexy tells me she is a "born again Christian". Despite spiritual monism the world has continued to function according to natural dualistic principles, spiritual monism simply providing a convenient ego defense mechanism to hide often basically evil behavior from oneself and others. So many others are in it mainly for the social life. Hypocrisy though is such a bore, so timid and time consuming. Pagans, however, like Caligula, spoil it for everybody by the counter-reactions they elicit with their own excesses.

Feb 1985 Jehovah's Witnesses come by and "presume".

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32. "Malika, me Malika. Teasing all the men at the Naked Bah-ha.
Malika, me Malika. Teasing all the men at the Naked Bah.
I said me Malikaah. Who could be sweet-ah?
Prancing up and down, teasing with her little tail.
Bringing excitement to all the young males.
I said me Malika, me Malika. Teasing all the men at the Naked Bah."