Chapter 9

Feb 15 Listen to music for first time at Elphenhaus.

Feb 17 Begin return to normal lifestyle with consecration of new chambre at Solar Noon. Aft. Watch skiers with telescopes from Library. Eve. First regular ritual since 1985 for Full Moon.

Feb 18 Wor Shi Duck at Dragon. Talk with owner recently from Hong Kong.

Feb 19 Polish fireplace fender. Review "Electrical Prelude".

Feb 26 Figure out correct sequence of Ma's 1983 pictures.

Feb 28 Place Chinese root carvings. Find and polish silver chalice.

Mar 2 Ski most expert trails at Black Mountain.

Mar 3 Buy nylon shell and sweaters at LaHout's.

Mar 5 Take lesson at Cannon Mountain. Ski Vista Trail, Black sky, White Mount Lafayette. Windy. Solid ice moguls. Like a scene from Hell.

Mar 6 Wash Green Foo Dog. Glue melon mirror.

Mar 7 Begin reading Computer Buyer's Guide by Wayne Parker.

Mar 12 Assemble glass broken by the Tanner boys on Samhain Eve 1951.

Mar 13 Keene. Visit Imports Plus. Run to see Claudette at 11 AM. Foodstuffs. Lunch at Colony Mill, sausage, pepper and onions, mulled cider. See nice raven-haired girl at Face Place. Check out factory outlets. Shop at Edward's, Superplace, and Sun Foods. Find myself wishing to live near all this again. Am dazzled by selection of coffee at Purity Supreme. Buy patees of goose and truffles plus strange frozen greens.

Mar 14 Mount ski patches in album.

Mar 15 Sort magazines. Eve. Program heralding recent heroic rise of white power organizations on TV. Tonight a very good hour on David Duke. A far better position than that of Bush.

Mar 16 Cologne this season is Calvin Cline. Encounter diamond trail labeled intermediate at Cranmore. Have to do a partial walk-down.

Mar 17 Calls relating to shrunken head. Eve. Moon Ritual.

Spring Sabbat. c 11 AM Ritual. Aft. Music.

Mar 25 On way to Mt. Abram, play tape given me by Lady Linda Lamia. Am delighted by this at many levels. She has been a good friend to me. Like a kid sister who I grill about the women who interest me romantically. Mt. Abram is wide and beautifully groomed, like super highways of snow through the wilderness. Have memorable cheeseburger with onions. Talk with young girl who recommends York Beach for pussy.

Mar 27 Explore side streets in Easton. Apparently mine is the best house in town.

Mar 28 Eve. Blizzard, most snow of season.

Mar 30 Come up with idea for story about a soldier (Novel 2), as a way of teaching the truth about WWII [Sometime later: I now feel that most people are adamant, almost militant, in their preference for lies. I have completely abandoned the idea of writing fiction. It's too hard to get it published. Any one submission to any one publisher has an average chance of one in 66,000 of being accepted. Lots of writers but few readers].

Mar 31 Idea about story for Libertarian Presidential candidate utilizing Fenris as an advisor (Novel 1). He will be more the Wizard in Novel 2. All this leads to new Grand Plan.

Apr 3 Talk to Claudette and receive the only good news in my life for some years: I will cease to defer gain into new property because of loss on Castle. Loss in Florida can be carried forward and will wipe out my tax bill for many years to came, expenses incurred in connection with Ravenhurst Company are deductible, because sale of inventory will be capital gains.

Apr 4 Read Stoeger's Catalogue.

Apr 6 Do some fast skiing at Waterville Valley, first time. Poor woman trapped in moguls declares "I'm a no like!"

Apr 10 Awesome day of skiing at Attitash. Too frozen in morning, but later is best I've seen it. Chap who has toured Russia recently agrees with me that perhaps Communism was a natural prerequisite there for Capitalism. Because there is no capital base, Medieval Feudalism can't go directly to Capitalism without much outside ownership and influence.

Apr 13 Visit Presidential Computers.

Apr 15 Ski Wildcat too soon after last day of skiing. Snow is much too hard in morning. Knees take beating. Becomes good later. Scenery is awesome. Lady tells me top of Mt. Washington is far, actually six miles.

Apr 16 Eve. Moon Ritual.

Apr 17 Buy American Arms P-98. Barbecue sandwich in Woodsville.

Apr 18 Re-pack electric stuff.

Apr 20 Ski in a Turkish Bath of soup at Sunday River, most unpleasant. Patriot's Day and 80 degrees on the slopes.

Apr 21 Britt visits for three days.

Apr 24 Encouraging program about rise of "racism".

Apr 25 Verbalize my desire that California have their earthquakes now.

Apr 26 News of terrible earthquakes in California. Some animals can feel seismic activity sooner than people. Was I tapping into my primal nature or is this just a coincidence? Walk front land.

Apr 27 Peabody Slopes at Cannon are visibly melted, so return to Sunday River. Conditions better than ever, good grooming, three cold nights, and one inch of new powder. Notice my tremendous improvement on Right Stuff. After lunch, go down a narrow diamond Cascades then up White Heat Chair then down a rocky diamond Obsession.

Apr 29 Rodney King assault by police verdict "not guilty". Blacks riot in Los Angeles. More than fifty dead. Worst riots in "modern history".

Beltane. After my talk with the Principal of Littleton High School yesterday, begin to study data on Washington State again. c 4 PM Ritual.

May 1 Call Timberline Lodge at Mt. Hood and find out about nearly year-round glacier skiing. Aft. Music.

May 2 Revise long plan to accommodate moving to Washington State.

May 5 Visit Popham beach, Boothbay Harbor, and Ocean Point. Lobster dinner. Seacoast is beautiful, but too far from mountains and too built up.

May 6 Rebuild stone staircase.

May 7 Put up clothes line hooks. Clear brush.

May 8 Call Tahoe Basin. Talk to Betty at Mt. Shasta.

May 9 Talk with Rene at the Olympic camp on Mt. Hood. She tells me Jack Nicholson filmed part of "The Shining" there at Timberline Lodge. She says I can ski the Glacier if I can ski Right Stuff at Sunday River. Revise long plan to maximize travel in Spring and to eliminate living in California after Washington.

May 10 Remove planters and reposition slate in front of porch.

May 11 Visit Wendy, David and Claire. Research Amazon Explorers at LSC, bacon cheeseburger at cantina. Visit Patty. She wins a $10 prize over the radio as we talk. Visit Charley. Give him ride in Talon. Visit new Butson's in St. Jay.

May 12 Harvest edible fiddlehead ferns.

May 13 Talk to girl in Adirondacks who convinces me with bad news about hot summers further south and in Pennsylvania.

May 15 Visit Antiquers III, Dr. Wolff at 1:30 PM. Lunch at Lynches, where bartender tells me about skiing in New York State. Buy $60 worth of incense from George at the Folley. Visit Jordan's and Filene's where I test colognes Cleiborne and New West. Prime rib at Jake's. Fight off girls at Club 666.

May 16 After giant buffet at Cafe Rouge, take train out to Ashmont. Ed takes me for wild ride in the Lotus Elan to an auto auction preview at the Lars Anderson Museum. See Toyota GT, Fiat Dino, 1958 Fiat Sedan, all red. Meet friends of Ed, one of whom owns the Esprit Turbo on display. See 1968 Ferrari in metallic deep sea green, a 1972 metallic-blue Maserrati roadster, a black Lancia, a red Berlinetta Lusso, two Bugattis, and more. Superb braised duck and sea cucumber at Golden Palace. We are the only Occidentals in this large bustling place with good Chinese family atmosphere. Then a fine evening at the 666. "If you're buying, I'm flying".

May 17 Poached and ham at Cafe Rouge. 666. Shop at Vihn Kan. Pigs bag me with radar in Northfield NH.

May 18 Reorganize herbs and tea.

May 20 Revise plan to accommodate moving to NY.

May 26 Abduction by extra-terrestrials on rise. Finally finish organizing files.

May 27 Order computer.

May 29 Remove items to be dyed from linen closet. Eve. Hear much about murders in Yugoslavia. Ross Perot is interviewed and mentions town meeting approach, aid to Russia, and taxes. All that Poland Springs Maine reports about Perot is that he doesn't want gays on his staff. I guess the cocksuckers are running Channel 8.

May 30 Establish "Judici" file. Much ado about Cousin George turning back the Haitian boat people. Clinton did grass at Yale This I overhear as part of a phone conversation at a local Perot headquarters. Guy on other end of line claims that he was at Yale when Clinton was doing graduate studies and that Bill smoked boo quite regularly.

Jun 2 Should mention business on news in early March about coming of Jewish Messiah. Rabbi in New York denies that he is this, but won't stop others from saying that he is. A familiar story "Who do they say that I am?" The "Son of Man" would not specify himself this way unless he is trying to suggest that he is something more. Israel says that once Messiah comes, any nation attacking Israel will be destroyed by God. This, they claim is why Sadam's missals couldn't work on Tel Aviv.

Jun 3 Dr. Rose and I dispose of trees fallen by storm in spring.

Jun 4 White power advocates on Montel Williams Show. Usual approach of trying to understate their numbers and trying to distort all they say, but a definite look of worry from Montel and audience. One observes how this host avoids any honest discussion of what caused Persian Gulf War, and effectively abets treason in so doing.

Jun 5 Various Pagans on Hiraldo Rivera Show. Many bigoted attacks from recently arrived greaseball Christians, who don't believe in freedom of religion. World Summit on pollution to be biggest conference in human history. Bush stops in Panama on way, where freedom fighters shoot at him. Eve. Very objective program about Witches in New Hampshire. Interview with evil Christian ministers oozing slander and hate. One openly admits that he would like to see government enforce his religion with the death penalty for non-compliance.

Jun 7 Organize Ma's files.

Jun 8 Raccoon electrocuted outside on pole. Chap on Montel Williams talking about mass quarantine of AIDS victims. Everyone in audience opposed. UN forces intervening in Yugoslavia.

Jun 10 Repair lawn mower. Aft. Label rolled up paper items.

Jun 11 Crab Rangoon at Dragon.

Jun 12 White Power people on Heraldo Rivera. Usual inability of host and bigots in audience to answer why they object so strenuously in white's taking pride in their own heritage and culture.

Jun 13 Place hay on shooting area, to suppress weeds. Shine boots. Thin kitchen shelves.

Jun 14 Notice how so many "experts" are relentlessly telling us how Ross Perot will not be elected.

Jun 15 Sheriff stops by after supper. I walk him down to site of tractor theft. Eve. Full Moon Ritual one day late.

Jun 16 Organize business cards.

Jun 21 Study diagrams Ma made of house she wanted to build. Slight Bretton Road influence.

Jun 22 Clean garage roof.

Jun 23 After talking with Egyptian Consulate and playing with numbers, decide against marketing my pyramid paperweights in Egypt.

Jun 24 Read "A Revisionist View of the Declaration of Independence". Pick up computer.

Jun 25 Set up computer. Play with screensaver program "After Dark".

Jun 26 See two Satanists on Montel Williams. It's interesting that many in the military and police are Satanists. It seems that no matter how many times they point out that there is no devil worship, no one seems to hear it. Credulous religioners cannot conceive of anything as abstract as a philosophical orientation augmented by archetypal imagery. Pick up new boots and glasses.

Jun 29 Eve. See part of interview with Ross Perot. A very sharp mind.

Jun 30 Prune roses and hedge.

Jul 3 Clean out bar. Dr. Rose surprises me in the kitchen verbalizing material for my first book. Embarrassing for both.

Jul 4 Devise Swastika on computer. Eve. Up to Sunset Hill to look for view of fireworks. End up seeing them from library balcony when I get home.

Jul 5 Thin books.

Jul 6 Thin out attic. In past week have learned that 8,000 women in our armed forces are raped annually and that the Catholic Church has spent $450,000,000 buying off parents of children victimized by pedophile priests. Now we begin to see at last. On TV recently Andea Mareau was well received by audience when he declared that we will repeal income tax and abolish the IRS.

Jul 8 Run into Cherrylee who I feel so sorry for, wasting away with bulimia, so cute just a few years ago.

Jul 12 Bill Clinton will give us a new generation of change and plenty of change for a new generation, of Socialist welfare bums. Have decided against moving to NY State.

Jul 13 There has just been a conference of world leaders about the increasing awareness of the white race relative to what is being done to us by the traitors in our midst, especially those who govern us. c 9:15 PM Full Moon Ritual.

Jul 14 On Montell Williams a Dr. Levin explains vast accumulated data proving that the average IQ of Asians is 5% higher than Caucasians which is 30% higher than Negroes.

Jul 16 On Montel Williams, a judge from Orange County California is continually applauded down by the enemies of truth while attempting to explain why drugs should be legal because illegality increased use. Fix ironing board. Aft. Find out about Polaroid vs. Kodak. Eve. Ross Perot quit today "for the good of the country". This I interpret that he would divide the Clinton vote and possibly re-elect Bush.

Jul 17 Refine long plan so that flags and consecration rituals will occur out West.

Jul 19 Sort out Whitall Tatums for clothesline. Revise Grand Plan to inform 500 World leaders, with a mailing piece about the superior workability of Anarcho-Capitalist principles, shortly after elections [this based on the naive idea that the material would ever reach them personally]. I think Ross Perot's courage and integrity have inspired me to this.

July 21 Draw house plan.

Jul 30 Visit Edge Company in Brattleboro. Lunch at diner in Keene. Shop at Peir 1 Imports, Foodstuffs, Sun, Edward's, and in West Lebanon at Purity.

Lughnasadh. c 11:45 Perform long overdue rituals in composite:

A. General Purge of Universe of of malignancy unto me.

B. Consecrations of Liberator and Silver Chalice

C. Liber Montanorum for Monyains Pitcher, Washington, Cannon, Burke, Killington

D. Transiti for ~

1. Ralph Van Waters, Sam Kimani, Candy Higgins, William Young, George Lindsay, Mel Horowitz, Charlene Bates, Joe Wagner, John Gurdak, Georgiana Berry, and Clyde Oates.

2. Horn to Four Quarters

3. Uncle John, Aunt Arlene

4. "...the victorious Nicholas, son of wolves, and of my mother Norma, model daughter of Anglo-Saxon and Celtic Deists..."

E. Lughnasadh Ritual

Aug 4 Conclude that CD rollover is preferable to mutual funds at this time.

Aug 7 See big Hassidic chap in same maroon Ford wagon in which I've seen two others. This must be what I have heard referred to as "the Jew Wagon".

Aug 8 Finish computing the normal net worth from work I "would have done" in an Anarcho-Capitalist society [Later a more satisfying 1997 figure is derived from figuring only on the basis of work actually done]. List things to sell before moving.

Aug 9 Revise plan so as to get all my books published before money runs out.

Aug 10 Come to deeper level of acceptance relative to self-blame via the notion that more than five years between vacations in itself should have been unacceptable regardless of finances [easy to say].

Aug 12 Consecrate Palantir "...do bath thee in Moonbeams" prior to Moon Ritual c 9 PM.

Aug 15 Plan last of New England tours.

Aug 21 Visit Plymouth NH. No Faire. Barbecue sirloin at Longhorn.

Aug 23 Whitefield Airs Show crawling with Hassidim. Gentiles giving each other furtive glances.

Aug 24 Hurricane Andrew hits Homestead Florida area. Greatest natural disaster in US history.

Aug 25 Weed out jars in garage. Just before midnight hurricane hits Louisiana coast.

Aug 27 People starving in Florida. Federal government four days late. Military field kitchens. In Louisiana half of the sugar cane crop lost.

Aug 29 Wind up garage work by sorting lamp hardware and by pairing nuts and bolts.

Aug 30 New damage estimate for Florida is $30,000,000,000. One person said "It's like a nuclear war with Mother Nature as the enemy". The pictures bear this out.

Sep 1 Prune everything.

Sep 2 Visit Santa's Village. See the disgraceful robotic Elfus.

Sep 3 In Florida, where mile after mile is totally flattened, they are setting up tent cities. Many good tourist attractions must have been clobbered. For over a week Nazis have been fighting valiantly against government slaves to try to purge Germany of divergent racial elements so their country won't become like the US. Maybe if we fight back too we can keep the US from becoming like India.

Sep 5 Sort out wine and hard liquor to use up as a cholesterol cutter at lunch. Eve Finish reading Ghengis Khan.

Sep 6 Eve. Begin reading Elric of Melnibone.

Sep 7 Do air freshener chart.

Sep 10 Day peddling in Bethlehem.

Sep 12 Sort Windingbrook stuff. Revise plan for Hong Kong in 1996.

Sep 13 The market people visit.

Sep 14 See interesting footage of the Socialist abettor Hiraldo Rivera being arrested at KKK rally. White Supremacist groups are merging. Pacific Northwest awaits. Organize book jackets. Fall colognes.

Sep 15 Organize match collection. Purge kitchen of flee market stuff.

Sep 16 Visit Shelley in Littleton. Give carload of stuff to Methodist Charity for their Food Shelf.

Sep 20 Finish organizing labels.

Sep 21 Reorganize Trilogy for publication in a specially sequenced strictly Libertarian format.

Autumn Sabbat. c 4:10 PM Ritual.

Sep 23 Have car reconditioned for free. Visit Landry's for Adolpho, the cologne this season, and New West.

Sep 25 Ross Perot seems to be ready to jump back in.

Sep 26 Visit Sunset Hill, Sampler, and Quilt Show. Cut chives.

Sep 27 Hang Indian Corn. Harvest twigs and grasses for vases. Paint gourds.

Sep 28 Check sequence of old B+W photos of unknown origin. Glue gourd stems. Gather colorful maple leaves.

Oct 1 Visit Mittersill. Eat rose hips with couple from Isle of Jersey as we observe snow while standing on shore of Echo Lake. Hike the bike trail at Lafayette Place.

Oct 2 Ross Perot will debate the others.

Oct 3 Completely reorganize kitchen cupboards to enhance safety from mice.

Oct 4 Visit Sugar Hill Museum.

Oct 5 Attempt visit to Fryeburg Maine Faire. Turn back. Hoagie in Conway. Buy Francesco Smalto and Ferre at Prestige Fragrance. Orange Creamsickle in North Conway. Eisenhower State Park on way home. Good picture of Ike.

Oct 6 Visit Castle in the Clouds and Castle Springs.

Oct 7 See foxes at Holderness Science Center. These are the slyest I've ever seen. Stop by Winnepesaukie RR and get delicious pumpkin fudge and fruit slices at Mills Falls Marketplace in Meredith. Hoagie for lunch. Andover Historical Society closed. Superb view from Kearsage in Winslow State Park. Get a feeling of the West at Ruggles Mine. Canaan historic district would be nice for a couple with kids, except for the traffic. Forgo the hike after driving up Mt. Cardigan. Find the strange and unaccountable Plumber's Ledge well hidden in the woods. Pot holes were once ocean floor. Barbecue chicken at Longhorn.

Oct 9 Visit Rocks Estate in Bethlehem as rain starts.

Oct 11 Read "Libertarian News". Eve. Stop reading Elric. Ross Perot excels in debate.

Oct 12 Decide to resume readings during 5-6 PM each day. Eve. Begin reading Legend of Sleepy Hollow.

Oct 13 Begin reading Legend of Aleister Crowley. Eve. Dan Quail excels in debate. Perot's running mate, General Stockdale, is lovable but out of his element.

Oct 14 Resume reading The Rockefeller File.

Oct 15 Eve. Clinton excels in debate.

Oct 18 Forty sixth birthday. Begin first Her-Bak book.

Oct 20 Finish long process of reloading computer. Aft. Begin reading Nightside of Eden. Resume reading Gems from the Equinox and Teachings of the Golden Dawn.

Oct 23 Chili at Cannon Base Lodge. Buy John Jake's Bicentennial Series and handle Merlin Dagger in Plymouth NH. Talk with bookstore owner at Mill's Falls Marketplace and owner of Lee's Candy Kitchen, who knew Tom Barron and learned candy making from Jerry Hebert's son. Buy more pumpkin fudge. Race dodge Stealth on way back. Hit 130 mph over hill in Plymouth. Stop and talk cars with guys while Rottweiler and Spaniel run rings around my car.

Oct 24 Resume reading Vitamins in Your Life and History of the Devil. Retake "Witch Exam". Resume reading The Runes.

Oct 25 Create seasonal color schemes on computer based on four Sabbats. Review Ninth Degree Rosicrucian monographs. Resume reading Deceptions and Myths of the Bible. Begin reading Life in a Medieval Castle.

Oct 26 Talk with Perot Headquarters. Appeal to volunteer with my idea of getting Andrea Mareau and Ross Perot together for a day of fishing. Guy I speak with is a Libertarian. He agrees with me and says he will do it.

Oct 27 See Heraldo Rivera program about pedophilia among clergy. The world is a toilet. How can I flush it? Use Grayscale Scanner for first time. Aft. Paint dry flowers.

Oct 28 Hook up Laserjet. Aft. Call Colorado. At last I'm getting back to a normal reading schedule finally since 1983.

GD 0 = 0

Eve. Begin reading Lost Cities and Forgotten Continents.

Oct 30 Visit Olde Towne Hall in Salem wearing pumpkin shirt. Cheeseburger at Lobster Shanty. See Liz for first time since 1985, the archetypal beautiful Witch. I will remain her obedient servant all my life. Visit O'Flaherty's. Talk with horror artist Charles Lang, a talented young genius who will become quite famous no-doubt. Visit stores at Pickering Wharf. See Colleen Shumann type girl at Pyramid Books, also new Golden Dawn books. Cruise the stores on Essex Street. Find ruby goblet at Daniel Lowe's, like one in Connecticut restaurant on way back from Florida in 1959. Lobster pie at Shanty. See pumpkins on Chestnut Street. See costumed people arriving at Witches Ball. Insane Christian degenerates on Essex Street [See Nov 14]. Visit Britt.

Samhain. Ham and fried eggs at Denny's. Talk Colorado skiing with girl at Salem Witch Museum. Visit Jo Ann Fabric and Yin and Yang Shop in Concord NH. Girl with long black nails at Plymouth Diner, shy but sexy, where I have meat loaf.

Nov 1 Revise long plan for living in Colorado. Eve. Belated Samhain Ritual.

Nov 2 Use Polaroid Sun Camera. Mow lawn.

Nov 4 Load screensaver program "Intermission" into computer.

Nov 5 Talk with Colorado Real Estate Commission. Rake drive and front lawn. Eve. Begin reading the "Kent Family Chronicles" first volume The Bastard.

Nov 6 Decide to incorporate the first two novels into a six volume historical series. Wizard series will extend to four volumes and beyond.

Nov 10 Read instructions for "After Dark". Begin reading The Practice of Ritual Magic.

Nov 11 Eve. Resume reading Sexual Key to the Tarot.

Nov 12 Finish raking lawn.

Nov 13 Climb Cannon Mountain to Lost Lake. Carry NA P-98 pistol on my belt. On the way up, realize that I should stop climbing mountains and find other ways to attain the summits. I need to save my knee joints for skiing. Much snow and ice the last three hundred feet vertically. Lake frozen. All is very still. Slip and fall twice on way down. Last of steep climbs. Atrium 2 OWW. Superb roast beef at Chalet. Pecan pie. Begin reading Ancient Secrets of Witchcraft.

Nov 14 Should elaborate a bit regarding evening of October 30 in Salem. As I return to Lowe's for red goblet I encounter a large group of Fundamentalist Christians insulting everyone passing down Essex Street. One, about thirty eight years old with long gray-white hair is screaming about how he used to stick needles in himself. His disciples are infiltrating the crowd with leaflets insulting everyone by telling them "Jesus died for your sins". Further down the street I encounter three local Satanists in formal attire with capes, all drunk as English lords. First a man with a woman in black evening gown, followed by a third man yelling "She is totally obedient to me. I have trained her to do exactly as I say". As I draw near to Lowe's, I hear a confrontation wherein the drunken lords are shouting "Who the Hell needs Christianity?" I have an impulse to hasten back up the street to observe, but do not. My instinct regarding the Christians is understandably a violent one, but I think of what the un-libertarian, but sometimes insightful, Bill Clinton said recently about my Cousin George "When your opponent is making a fool of himself don't interrupt." Hike land behind house.

Nov 15 Configure screen savers.

Nov 17 Study first in sequence of Pa's Indian books.

Nov 20 Newly elected Chief of Police drops by to introduce himself at lunch time.

Nov 21 Do "Words" tutorials. Configure "Multi Mode".

Thanksgiving. Arrange paperback novels. Cornish hen and squash for dinner.

Nov 27 Gather up soaps for dish washing. Make list of books sought.

Nov 28 Add to index cards. Begin clarifications of same.

Dec 1 Read US Declaration of Independence and Constitution.

Dec 2 German government today bans music of German patriots. The days of the white race are nearly over. The long term tragedy will not be merely one of aesthetic preference or the loss of racial variety, because Evolutionary principles are everywhere being undermined in every other way as well.

Dec 4 America is going back to war again, this time to increase the number of professional starvers in Somaliland. At 5:20 PM

GD 1 = 10

Dec 6 Although Germany has made Nazi groups illegal, they have also decided to tighten immigration quotas. Stop reading Vitamins in Your Life. Notice that copyright is 1973.

Dec 7 Have decided not to compile Liber Pantheonis. This will enable me to publish the arcane material sooner. Aft. Reorganize Trilogy on basis that division will separate the general Libertarian material from the arcane and activist material.

Dec 8 Decorate for Yule. I can always do Liber Pantheonis later in a different format.

Dec 9 Eve. Blood around the Moon eclipse.

Dec 13 Decide for salability to call the Revolution book The Way to World Peace and Economic Harmony [Later becomes World Libertarian Revolution].

Dec 16 North Conway. Cologne this season is R. De Capucci. Visit Montshire Museum. See ant city. Lunch at Panda House. Shop at big Grand Union. Get red silk at World of Fabrics. Purity Supreme. Eve. Jar coffees.

Dec 17 Score Encyclopedia of Gardening at library book sale for $9 [donated by Ervene Salan].

Dec 18 Organize "Scroll A".

Dec 19 Copy "Scroll E."

Dec 20 Read "The Divine Afflatus of the Illuminati".

Yule Sabbat. Winter decorations. Arrange ritual incense. 12:30 PM Ritual. Aft Copy "Scroll T".

Dec 23 Shelley at Crosstown Motors likes my Yule shirt with foxes.

Dec 26 Organize wizard's "cabinet". Aft. Begin reading Book of Thoth.

Dec 27 Eve. Finish reading The Bastard. Begin reading A Wizard of Earthsea.

Dec 28 Decide to do an educational piece on the international bankers. Also to do Liber Pantheonis later in life.

1993

Jan 1 Decide to put off writing "Liber Solaris". This should be done after Liber Pantheonis. The existing "On Victory" can take the place of "Diatribe of Doom".

Jan 3 Finish information on the crystalization of gems.

Jan 4 Conceive idea for consolidation of patriotic activity via the Order of the White Wolf [part of the Ten Rayed Star not to be confuseed with any other order of the same name].

Jan 5 Conceive the Children of Odin and the Yggdrasil Alliance. Will found at Echo Lake on Spring Sabbat.

Jan 6 Place ash from the Ten Rayed Star on altar. Aft. Fix clapboard from roof.

Jan 7 At 7:30 PM Full Moon Ritual in newly constituted chambre.

Jan 9 Clean wax off of Egyptian Torchbearer. Work on update of "Liber Consecratorum".

Jan 10 Aft. Do part of Liber Pantheonis pertaining to my own heritage.

Jan 11 At 11:06 AM

GD 2 = 9

Jan 13 Skip Littleton because of snow, shop at Kelley's. 1:15 PM war against Arabs begins again.

Jan 14 Good accumulation of snow overnight, revise ski plan. Research divinations.

Jan 15 Annotate "Scroll T". This marks the actual completion of the Trilogy begun that snowy February in 1978. "Love is the Law. Love is the Bond. Deus est Omnia, Amen".

Jan 17 Begin reading Witchcraft at Salem.

Jan 18 Based on Crowley's "Essay On Number": Magic 8 Ball redeems with revelations, my number is 11, also emballed. "Liber Consecratorum" is "Liber 83". Upon my Lamen will appear 418 denoting the Work of World Liberty. 441 upon the Sigil of Irols denotes the method, Truth.

Jan 19 Read Journal 1982 and 1987.

Jan 21 Stop at Trapper Jon's Knife Shop. As I approach the Wiers, two pee-wees hiding in a cruiser give me a $158 speeding ticket for going twenty miles over the limit passing a slowpoke truck in perfect safety. Ski Gunstock. Easy mountain. Opulent view. The hardest diamond open is like an intermediate trail at Attitash. Take small spill [causes partial paralysis of the right leg and lower back pain moch of Winter]. Visit Mill's Falls. Fudge and fruit slices at Lee's. Talk with gem lady.

Jan 24 Finish reading Wizard of Earthsea.

Jan 25 Begin reading The Worm Ourobouros.

Jan 26 Begin reading Gods and Myths of Northern Europe.

Jan 29 Draw formal versions of the Lamen of Ne~

and then of the Sigil of Irols.

Jan 30 Organize five art drawers.

Imbolic c2:15 Finish normal consecration ritual for several items. Realize here that I have not performed a Grand Ritual of Purpose for any personal reason since Samhain 1982, only foundings. Write "Zabeth Doctrine" (discarded later).

Feb 2 Finish "Liber Ordorum".

Feb 3 Index "Friends".

Feb 5 Decide to purge myself of my feelings for Ervene, the "Princess of All Vileness" [this is easily said. If only she would quit using drugs, I would be her slave for life].

Feb 10 Finish four days sorting old photos.

Feb 11 Sexy young blonde teases with protruding buttocks near yogurt cooler at Butson's.

Liberty Day 12:45 PM Finish writing Ritual 418. The OWW is described only as "a special order of decoration denoting extreme valor among the Children of Odin".

Feb 13 Morn. Hang pictures of Mary Noyes and Ned in lower hall. Belated performance of "Liber Diei Aethemerae".

Feb 17 c 4:30 PM Have fifty foot road grader move driveway snow from huge storm.

Feb 21 Hang four pictures by Ma in auxiliary library.

Feb 22 Hang pictures in library.

Feb 26 Frozen pipes, then repairs and cleanup. Aft. Refine the poorly cast Thor's Hammer Pendant. Examine arrows.

Feb 28 Stain Ned's carved picture frames. Have decided definitely to move to California because I don't like the long cold winters here. Revise plan.  

Mar 1 Ski Ragged mountain. Especially enjoy mogul trail with trees, my first glade.

Mar 4 Blend herbs. Aft. Organize office.

Mar 10 Frame Johnstone Coat of Arms.

Mar 13 At 4:30 AM with Great Blizzard on way, frozen heat pipes again. Go under crawl space, insulate, and thaw pipe. c 11 AM Snow begins. Aft. High wind and terrible fear of power outage. Deep snow and forecast of twenty below zero tonight.

Mar 15 Photo weapons. Snow off porches. Photo library. Revise plan. Will move to California this Summer.

Mar 17 Cologne this season is Ferre. At 6:30 AM shovel out path for oil man. After breakfast, pain in right leg so I am unable to walk. This lasts just a little while. Grader clears driveway again. More snow on way. Run to Kelley's market in rain. Aft. Glaze Ned's mirror.

Mar 18 Photo inside and out of house.  

Mar 19 c 11:30 AM Hit the slopes at King Pine. Ski all the diamond slopes, two of which I am told are as steep as any terrain in Mt. Washington Valley. Icy too. I need to stop after about every forth traverse. When I stand perpendicular to the fall line, the uphill ski is about two feet higher than the downhill ski, and they won't bite into the ice, so I have to move on quickly. Fortunately these are short trails. Find I am beginning to be able to skate on flat areas. Do all trails within ninety minutes of my arrival. Leave c 2 PM. Get Halston Limited and more Z-14 at Prestige Fragrance. Notice snow plowed back like white boulders up twelve feet above the road in the High Kancamagus.

Mar 20 Spring Sabbat c Noon. On the north shore of Echo Lake, Franconia Notch, NH with all 15 OY Knights and Ladies of Norse ancestry, in a stiff breeze, I perform ritual founding the Children of Odin, Order of the White Wolf, and CFA "in furtherance of the New Aeon". Bert Valdison as CO Grandmaster. c 1:30 PM Celebration at Canon Mountain Base Lodge. Enjoy usual over-priced delicious chili with saltines, apple-cinnamon coffee cake. Many head to Sunday River-Sugarloaf Maine area or Montreal afterwards.

Ne~ 1 CO

Jan 2 Finish four and a half days organizing books.

Jan 6 Drive down to Sacramento via Route 99. See mountains in 500 mile span. Visit excellent California RR Museum. Pepper Burger at the Prime Rib. Towe Ford Museum.

Nice hens, women and girls fussing and cooking, plus displays at Sutter's Fort. Heath Bar Pie at Baker's Square in Auburn.

Jan 7 Bone up on typing.

Jan 8 Talk with Dave MacTavish.

Jan 9 Set up dishes and glassware.

Jan 11 Visit dump for first time.

Jan 12 Set up Chinese stuff.

Jan 15 Arrange dinosaurs in library.

Jan 17 Buy incense in Auburn.

Jan 18 Set up fossils.

Jan 19 Clean gutters and roof.

Jan 20 Rake yard.

Jan 22 Arrange shells. 5 PM Receive sixteenth bookcase from Oak Liquidator.

Jan 25 Finish Qabalistic arrangement of minerals.

Jan 26 Sort "Life" magazines.

Jan 27 Visit Paradise Pines. Hoagie at Golf Course. Explore most streets on east side of Pentz Road. See some nice large houses. Much greening up along Cherokee Road, plus impressive views.

Feb 1 Buy new Sharps microwave.

Feb 3 and 4 Hang paintings.

Feb 5 Set up Tatums and fluorescent art.

Feb 6 Set up model cars.

Feb 9 Talk John Birch with lady in Colfax. See skiers at Boreal. No snow in Reno. Visit casinos on strip. See cherry Deuce coupe. Prime rib at El Dorado. Explore beautiful estate section on hill with mountain views. Skyline Drive has trees like Brookline Mass.

Feb 15 See posters and buy incense at Ben Franklin. Eve. Scan driveway for fluorescent minerals.

Feb 16 Talk with nice blonde girl at Jack n' Box.

Feb 17 Set up fluorescent minerals. Eve. Finish reading Wandor's Ride.

Feb 19 Hang sconces. Sort candles.

Feb 20 Assemble Qabalistic stones for drawer.

Mar 2 Hit snow line at Maghalia. Visit Inskip, where I see world's oldest dog. Sirloin at Calico Kitchen. See awesome houses in Paradise Estates.

Mar 3 Frame three pastels by Ma.

Mar 6 Cut red berries.

Mar 7 Photo house.

Mar 10 Do laundry. Mount clothes line hooks.

Mar 15 Visit Grass Valley Library first time.

Mar 19 Cologne this season is Prince: Giorgio Clone. Perform ritual c 11:45. Consecrate chambre. As Priest of Odin consecrate Odin Dagger and War Dagger Liberator. Do general purge.

Ne~ 2 CO

Mar 21 Finish proofing Trilogy.

Mar 24 Type introduction World Libertarian Revolution.

Mar 26 Print letter to Witches' League.

Mar 27 Photo new chambre as part of Full Moon Ritual c 7:40 PM.

March 28 Print first seven pages of World Libertarian Revolution.

Mar 30 Make first floppy backup copy.

Mar 21 Begin typing content from index cards.

Apr 2 Boston has had eighteen snow storms this season. Got out just in time.

Apr 4 Awesome trees surrounding State Capital in Sacramento. Visit Zoo. Park area here resembles Boston very closely. Get wood incense from Injun gal in Auburn. Mandarin Duck at Great Wall.

Apr 6 Study earthquake maps. Will move near Spokane [a short-lived idea].

Apr 8 Kurt Cobain found suicided in Seattle. Will miss his strange music.

Apr 21 Look at Toyota Supras in Auburn.

Apr 23 Begin revisions concerning OY.

Apr 28 Ant problem on balcony. Add to index cards, sections 5, 6, 7.

May 5 Go to new dentist Diane Schill.

May 12 Tai Chi Sword arrives.

May 14 Talk to Pill about photos.

May 16 Photo old pictures of Ned for Pill. Tree man visits.

May 19 Talk with little Tonya Harding type girl at Denny's.

May 20 Hike Lake Wildwood Golf Course. Visit Toys and Nature in Auburn.

May 21 Decide sword will be reserved for military ritual. Eve. Finish reading The Rebels.

May 28 Frame Gordan Michael Scallion's "Earth Changes Map". Consider Arizona briefly [At some point later in discussing impending global cataclysm with Dell Pharis, he becomes angry and insulting because I don't blindly accept Biblical prophecy about Armageddon. I diplomatically end the conversation and get off the phone].

May 21 Rewrite World Libertarian Revolution introduction.

Jun 1 Lunch at Butte College. Visit Paradise Estates. Dell mowing lawn on return.

Jun 2 Prune outside.

Jun 10 Baby turkeys visit while I talk with A&A guy.

Jun 11 Type part two of World Libertarian Revolution and "Chart of Power".

Jun 13 Write to John Birch Society seeking CFR-TC list..

Jun 14 Hear song "Black Hole" Sun for first time.

Jun 15 Visit Ame's Bookstore.

Jun 16 Cologne this season is Everlasting. Get cardboard at Gra-Neva.

Jun 21 At 10:30 AM Ritual. Full Moon and Midsummer. Consecration of the Sword Wartooth.

Ne~ 2 OYE

Jun 23 Customize Toolbar on computer.

Jun 27 Make new color schemes on computer.

Jun 28 Visit new optometrist Dr. Anthenill.

Jun 29 Visit Incline Village at Lake Tahoe.

Jul 1 Virginia Black returns my call from Pace University.

Jul 2 Update CO Letter.

Jul 13 Begin footnoting.

July Hereabouts see brown fox outside .

Jul 28 Three bucks come through yard in procession. Eight point in prime, then old ten point, then velvet antlered six point, about 100 feet apart. Hereabouts finish reading Witchworld.

Jul 30 Pick blackberries. Begin reading Centennial.

Aug 1 Finalize decision about the title World Libertarian Revolution.

Aug 7 Talk to Pill.

Aug 11, 1994 Re-figure lotto numbers.